Helen cooked dinner.
Slept till 10.
Filled out the Tax Credits claim form today.
One week into March - time will carry on....
I'm getting depressed.
Well nothing much is changing.
That was a terrible night.
Helen came home from school this afternoon.
Today I took my push bike out for a ride.
Mothering Sunday.
I'm tired and I feel over-smoked.
Went to Zona's for coffee having had no sleep.
I did get a reasonable nights sleep which probably helped.
Thu 22nd March 2007
Helen slept late and went in to school at 11:30 hrs.
Oh heck - here we are again.
I was later than I meant to be although it was a drop in centre so I wasn't late.
I really have no idea how to get on.
Life is too complicated.
Dave's Diary: April 2007: A moving story of authenticity in the face of oppression and one man's struggle to maintain and respect a child's rights against assault and prejudice in a most dreadful divorce.
Took Hallie home for 10 a.m.
The direct debit was applied today (2 Apr) because 31 Mar was a Saturday.
Sometimes when I wake up I have thoughts which have a clarity about them that soon fades.
Oh - move forward.
Oh dear.
Friday I basically worked all day.
It's 03:15 hrs and I came back from London leaving Helen there because she wanted to stay and I have to get this work done.
I slept until about 9 in the morning.
Woke at 08:30 hrs.
Went to sleep at 4 a.m.
So it's 12:45 hrs and I'm stalled at my desk.
I took them and talked with Jules for about an hour.
I awoke at about 10:40 hrs.
Ten days later on the 12 April the money did arrive in my account.
Well at least I got some sleep.
Just a thought about one of my games of Go yesterday.
I have been fairly well over the past few days.
Happy birthday Silas.
I went to Zona's for coffee and Serena Bonadore turned up too.
Dear Marion
And I'm still up.
At 11:49 27/04/2007, you wrote:
Got all the creditors finally sorted and the new standing orders set up on my First Direct account.
Dave's Diary: May 2007: A moving story of authenticity in the face of oppression and one man's struggle to maintain and respect a child's rights against assault and prejudice in a most dreadful divorce.
Return 3 DVDs.
Not a good day.
A chaotic day.
It was a bit of a disappointment really.
Just a note for the record that I did go to bed and lie down but I couldn't stop worrying about what the hell I am going to do to survive.
Helen and Luna had a arranged for Luna to come round here today.
I overslept.
I'm pleased about that.
Where does all the time go?
Not a lot, that's for sure.
I just transferred £2000 from TD Waterhouse to my First Direct bank account.
Something is not right.
I went to sleep at about 3 a.m.
Got up and dialled 1471 and the number was Kerri's.
Hmm - Having read that last entry it is interesting that it isn't quite what I meant to say.
However, I still feel pretty awful.
Dave's Diary: June 2007: A moving story of authenticity in the face of oppression and one man's struggle to maintain and respect a child's rights against assault and prejudice in a most dreadful divorce.
Where nearly two weeks have gone I don't know.
It's 9:45 p.m.
It went well.
Went to church in the morning and it turned out there was barbecue at 12 noon.
It's morning and I'm sitting here with a cigarette and a coffee trying to wake up.
She was crying and said she wanted to come home.
It is almost as if a day has disappeared.
Actually Tuesday at 01:45 hrs.
He might help me get back into work.
The Honeyhill phoned me today and said that Helen was in the sick room feeling headachy and dizzy.
It's 08:30 hrs and for some reason we both overslept.
My heart is not in it and neither is Helen's.
Dave's Diary: July 2007: A moving story of authenticity in the face of oppression and one man's struggle to maintain and respect a child's rights against assault and prejudice in a most dreadful divorce.
The ground was a bit muddy but we were not rained on.
It was an interesting meeting.
This morning I woke up with Marion on my mind.
I just phoned Rupert Manning at Foxley and he said he had it on his desk.
Helen felt unhappy and insecure last night and wanted to sleep in my bed.
To much to do.
Drove all the way to Warminster today to an interview at NTN.
Went to Hindhead to an interview today.
04:15 hrs: (Saturday morning)
So I booked it on line and the reference number was 123456789.
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It transpires that her and Bob have split up.
Sent a letter requesting £123.20 interview expenses to Greg Rolman at NTN Ltd today.
Later Karsh, the agent, phoned to say they were offering me the job.
Got back about 12:30.
I spoke with Jules Wellesley on the phone for about 2.5 hours last night.
I'm up and sitting here with cigarette and coffee at just gone noon.
Dave's Diary: August 2007: A moving story of authenticity in the face of oppression and one man's struggle to maintain and respect a child's rights against assault and prejudice in a most dreadful divorce.
Well where has the week gone.
Life is pretty miserable.
So here I am at 09:10 hrs looking up the "meaning of life" on the internet.
Last night Angelina stayed over.
Woke up about 8:30 this morning.
Bought Helen her HP Laptop today.
Went to bed at gone six.
Woke up at 07:30 hrs and Helen said she hadn't slept a wink.